Through I know that this is vanity, this is evil,
I admit I am, sometimes, partial
To plotting, to conniving counsel.
You who sit enthroned far and away - will you laugh?
When you speak to me at last,
Will it be with wrath?
I know I am grasping ever after further vanity.
And you know I am terrified of truth already.
So, would you spare me? I cannot take this – this holy fury.
I wonder: can I bear to see the earth dashed?
I know you would give and give if only I turned and asked,
Quietly. But can I bear that?
For certainly I have mastered the trembling, the fear
But when does the rejoicing appear?
Never in all my plotting did I consider that thought –
That possibility of refuge here.
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